2day's the 1st night without baby sleepin by my side 2day.. Been a whole week & we have been inseparable.. =) Openin my eyes w baby beside me is so xin fu.. I love tis feelin.. I love baby.. I'm happy tis xin fu came back 2me..

My bday celebration was a simple one.. But I'm happy.. It is not HOW it's celebrated but with who it is celebrated.. Havin baby FINALLY by my side on my bday feels nice.. Ordered pizza 2eat w my family feels warm.. Tis feelins.. Makes my heart stir.. =)

Nothing is perfect.. There may be minor quarrels, there may be moments of disagreements.. But life is like that.. We shall make it better every minute.. Every second.. It lies in our hand..

Sent Aunty Betty off at de airport on 15th Feb.. She decided to retire for good.. Sigh.. 2nd good bye of the month..

Went Zoo yday with baby & sisters & cousins.. It was a fun trip.. =) Will post pic wen I haf them.. Had a heart to heart talk with baby as well.. Hope all goes well from now on.. =)

Went 2tuition Bernard den met Baby in AMK for movie.. "The Lightnin theif".. Not bad at all.. =) Everytime I meet Baby, my mind is taken away.. I feel much better, but de journey home is tough on me lately.. I need time to lead life normally again.. But does anyone understand tis?

漫步回家，大胆的尝试去面对被自己封闭的记忆。

心里想着，如果我要勇敢的走下去，我一定要正视这点。

小时候陪婆婆上巴杀！圣诞到乌节路看灯市！

新年偷偷的让我们吃牛肉！李连杰的电影一定带婆婆去看！

这些点点滴滴让我心碎到了几点，她真的走了。

永远的离开了！

看着阿姨今天泪流满面，说她每次驾车都想念婆婆。

其实，大家都是。Ju是，我也会，阿姨也一样。

大家都变了，Ju说自己变得脾气暴躁，阿姨忧伤的眼神。

我妈总是快乐不起来，我把真正的自己收藏起来。。。

眼泪模糊了我的视线，我只知道要往前走，人生的路也一样！

跌跌撞撞，靠着感觉摸索到家门。。。

~ 阿婆，你是我一辈子的至爱 ~

Went 2pick baby at her workplace.. Jurong area is indeed far but I dun mind.. Is tis my 3rd or 4th time or more?? =) Lucky I didn't miss pickin baby cos she didn't knw I was der & almost left w/o me!! Waited 4her for 45min thou.. -_-"" Poor tg.. Always work more den required.. We went down Bugis 2buy her new year clothes.. At 1st she saw notg she fancy.. End up, she bought 4tops!! But she happy, me happy..

In between, my mind got lost in de new yr festive atmosphere cos I was tinkin of my ah po.. Tears juz fell.. Baby came 2me.. Held me tight & took me away.. I was back 2normal again.. Never had I felt baby so tender before.. De previous breakup did me sm good.. It made our love even better den b4.. I'll get back on track 4sure, my ah po wont wan me 2b sad 4de rest of my life.. And baby.. I can't let her down 4all de support she has given me.. Both of us grew durin de past few mths.. She supported me so well tis 2weeks.. I knew I've never regretted lovin her.. Even aft de previous breakup, I loved her..

We're plannin a trip.. Where shall we go.. I juz wana get outta here.. Take my mind away for a while.. Come back w a me tt doesn't cry on alternate days.. Couldn't focus tis days.. It's so hard.. I only knw I love my family more now.. And will dote on my baby more too..

不管我们做什么，婆婆说最重要是自己开心。。。
一起打麻将的时光，一起玩扑一起克牌的情景。。。
一起晒衣服，一起过年，一起过圣诞。。。
她开通的让她疼爱的孙儿们吃牛肉。
每一段记忆都刻骨铭心。。。
每一段回忆都是千金难买的。。。

It's been tough tis few days.. Each day I woke up, I'll go say gd mornin ah po.. I go out will say to her too.. But she cant hear me anymore.. But I knw life haf 2go on.. She'll always be in my memory.. For de rest of my life.. They can take her away but they cant take de memories..

Each time baby calls me baby, I feel de energy bein injected into my weak limbs..
U've gave me huge amount of support throughout tis time.. I would haf been driven to insanity if not for u.. Yr hugs.. Yr kisses.. U holdin my hands tightly in yr warm hands.. All tis is de energy 4me 2keep goin.. Thank u.. Thank u baby.. Thank u 4de love.. Thank u 4de strong grip.. I'll stand up again.. For every1 who is stil around.. For my ah po who dotes on me since young.. For u who loves me all over again.. For my lovely sisters, Ju & Est.. For my supportive cousins.. For my parents & aunt..

P/S:
婆婆你辛苦了，从小牵着我的小手，带着我上学。
看着我长大，看着我开始工作，总是问我是不是要去补习了。
现在听不到你开心的声音了，摸不到你温暖的手了。
我将来的路要自己走了，你会看着我走吗？
好想亲口告诉你我真的爱你，然后看到你慈祥的笑脸对我说 good night。

My po po.. Someone who took care of the 3naughty Tang sisters is gone.. But she'll always be in our heart.. De angry ah po, de smilin ah po, de ah po tt's always askin "goor, wu ji bo? Ah po bu-un du.." I'm so close to her character, we'r scared of facin our downfall.. But aft tinkin throu tgs we became positive again.. Regenerate by ourselves.. Ever since she can't walk tis few months, set was time she felt down, set was no more heartily laughter from her anymore, but she was filled a hope again.. Hopin ty she'll get well, go haikou again.. Tt is how we shld live, nv give up on ourselves.. We'll always love u, dun forget us ah po..