Mm.. I juz finish de last episode of *Heart of Greed*.. Next I gonna watch *The conqueror story*.. Students exam endin on Wed.. Baby ah.. Shall I juz move in with u? U haven't try my new creation wor.. Mm.. Will cook 4u soon ah.. Haha..

Had a really nice nite yday.. Ju, Est was beside me chattin away last nite.. Chattin abt soccer, their bfs.. I really love tis kinda feelins.. I love my sisters.. They are nice pple, I hope they'll always be happy.. Thou I dun like bxxxxxxr, but I love Ju..

And one more tg....... Wat de hell lah....... Fxxxxxk... My leg is crampy, like an old woman's leg.. So dry, I shed off so much skin today.. Can't walk properly & a little pain also, but I'll slowly practice, cos I wanna be able to walk properly before my trip..

P/S: My bg song is nice also..

I've officially close one door & open de other door.. I hope I can live happily ever after..

Our trip is confirmed.. Doin research for our trip wor.. Bb.. I cramp.. U shld be slpin soundly.. After our talk yday, I tink we'll work out slowly k.. We'll sort out our problems k? I look forward to Ah-Mei concert.. So excited I'm gg mad!!!! Been so long.. Are u excited too?

A-R-S-E-N-A-L ~ RuLeZ EPL

Francesc Fabregas ~ My HeRo

Wantin to cook my very own creation of dry meatball noodles for baby 2day................
Wanted to watch movie with baby yday...............
Yap, all I can say is.............................

Anyway, didi really love it.. Mm.. Exam wk, a little nervous..

Fuckin PMS also.. Extreme one sm more.. Fury.. Dun come near me today, I'll bite u till u bled to death..

Smtg is juz not right btwn me & baby.. Sigh.. But I'll make it beta k? ^_^ Esther, thx for de doughnut.. I nv meant to let mummy scold u.. U knw how much I dote on u..

I can't wait to remove my bandage & learn to walk properly again.. Mm.. It's gonna be an excitin 2months ahead..
*Blink* ~ My student exam would officially be closed nxt Thurs..
*Blink Blink* ~ Baby & me would be goin to ah-mei concert..
*Blink Blink Blink* ~ Baby's exam week..
*Blink Blink Blink Blink* We'll be off to our trip.. Hehe..
*Blink Blink Blink Blink Blink* Christmas my favourite time!!

Ah Yi is plannin to let me & baby brin my ah po, ah gong back to Haikou after de chinese new year.. I miss de place a little bit.. It's quite nice.. Mayb when ah po & ah gong go village stay, I can plan go San Ya w kitty meow.. It's a paradise der.. Ah yi also say we shall plan go vancouver in June also.. Looks like we need to save alot of $$ wor.. Hehe..

I cry silently, I cried inside of me.. I'm startin to feel tired.. Very tired..

I haven't stop watchin *溏心风暴*since 1pm yday.. Oh my gosh, tis is de 1st show that I can't stop myself frm watchin since I started crunchy roll.. It's so addictive, an A+ grade drama series.. Phoof.. Soooooo nice.. De best actress inside de show is de *da ma* Lee Sze Kei.. She's like de main stand.. De whole show became so nice cos of her.. Yi Chi Ban.. But she's gonna die in de show soon.. Sigh..

Baby is gonna bring me go watch *Xiong Di* aka Brothers.. Weeeeee... Andy go Andy go go.. Tis time is acted by 4of the wu hu jiang.. Shld be pretty nice.. They last time they act together was like more den 10yrs ago man..

Mm.. Sm more nw I handicap, baby.. U dun find tt I'm troublesome mah? Hehe.. So excited.. Can finally watch a movie after 2wks..

My leg is recoverin after baby's & didi care.. Thx so much my 2dearest person in my life.. Sigh.. It's always like tt, when one's in trouble, they'll den realise who's de nicest person to them.. My 2siblings.. They din ask how's my leg nor did they come see me once.. Say I dun mind is bluff pple de, I'm pretty sad.. Even Sam came to see me all de way durin tt time.. But didi & baby came to see me de most.. I really really really really appreciate wat u both haf done.. ^_^

I tried to slp but I couldn't.. Sm pple's faces kept surfacin in my mind, bringin tears to my eyes.. Juz really wanna write it down den I go back to bed.. De days of my broken leg seemed to be terrible & time is really slow.. But it made me realise who truely care abt me durin tis time.. I feel so surrounded by love outta sudden after livin for 29years.. It's a blessin in disguised I guess..

1. Baby - She takes care of me wherever I goes.. Be it up de cab or afraid tt I'm bored.. Brin me lunch after school.. Her exam is comin yet she's lookin after me all de time.. Dun mind bringin me out dispite my "temporary disability"Ai ni ooo..

2. Didi Wun Tian Jie - He's always around, takin in all my unreasonable crap.. Even come to my place to stay thou it's bores him to de max.. Me askin him to do tis, do tt but he's always willin to do it for me.. Hey boy, sounds mushy, but I love u.. ^_^

3. Ah Po - Constantly askin if my leg is ok, gave me $$ for de clutches.. Everytime she sees me, she'll ask if I'm stil in pain.. Tell me dun walk so much.. Tt's why I love her so much..

4. BaBa - Sm1 tt rarely chat with me, but cares so much abt me.. Ever since my fall, I could feel tt I'm lovin him more & more cos he's always holdin me up de stairs, support me frm behind whenever he sees me attemptin to hop up.. Lately, he's been protectin me alot frm my naggin mummy..

5. Mummy - Nags alot but I truely knw she cares.. Cook for me after she ends work.. Prepare next day's lunch for me..

Others who had helped me in sm ways, a big thank u alrite.. SamSam, Tricia, Trina, Ah Yi, Rach, Joelle & parents, Bernard(tis little boy comes my house for tuition but wen I ask him to do tgs for me, he'll do it & his mum is so understandin.. Thx all.. Gd nite..

如果你也听说~张惠妹 作曲:周杰伦 填词:李焯雄

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还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多

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想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
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要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔

A big thank you to everyone who had helped me durin my fall.. I've to go back to de hospital for check up tis Fri.. My leg is painful now & den..

But de biggest thank you goes to my baby.. I've nv felt like a queen before, but tis whole wk I lived like a king.. Everytg is bought to me when I opened my mouth.. Everytg was pre arranged to ensure that I've to go through de minimum tiredness, de least pain, everytg is "least".. I would haf to go through so much more pain if not for u..

Watchin u gettin so busy for me, puttin yr assignment aside & rushed to finish it when I was aslp.. U knw? I wanted to cry a few times, cos I felt like a burden, a handicap, yet I'm so so so so so moved that u did so much for me.. I knw my temper is v bad & smtimes we quarrel so much.. But I knw wat u've done, I knw de.. At de end of de day, ur still de one who'd get down de car everytime & be der to hold me, catch me frm behind in case I fall, buy me lunch & diner, cancel yr tuition to take care of me..

Baby.. Xie Xie ni.. Zhen de xie xie ni..