~~~~~~~~~Dar & I broke up~~~~~~~~~~~~
The end of my story.. Wont be bloggin for a while..

Gosh.. Whole body so tired 2day.. Wen I woke up, throat was like dry 2d max.. Den nose can't smell anytg & tongue cant even taste my tea.. Den I knw.. Damn lah.. I'm sick inside out.. Sian.. Stil went 2teach thou.. Mid Year exam is a mth's time.. Keep fallin aslp on the bus.. And in2 deep slp sm more.. My gosh.. 2mrw gotta teach 2student again.. Have to wait til Fri den break time.. Dar also sick liao.. Havent met 4 2days.. Like so long.. We're quarrelin lesser these days.. She's always givin me alot of patience.. Makes me feel much beta & less bad tempered.. LOL.. I prefer like tat, rather den always quarrel.. It's always cos I snap den she snap back.. Mayb tat's why I'm more cheerful thou I'm sick.. Hehe.. Gonna slp soon.. Need 2get well den can tk care of her..

Was suppose 2meet a fren yday but din get an answer.. Actually told Dar I nt free the day b4, den Dar's fren cancelled their appointment also.. Hehe.. Lucky 4me!! So, we met 4diner at 10pm.. We went 2eat at my *used to be* fav chicken chop store in AMK but realised tat it had change owner & the standard drop like shit man!! Mm.. So we conclude the best chicken chop is stil Hougang Plaza & *Ke Ai Ji* brand.. Wah haha.. Dar was so happy wen she eat the Hougang Plaza chicken chop, so enthu & tell me wil bring me 2eat d nxt day.. But I had been eatin der since young kind.. Muah haha.. So cute..

She juz bought a new car yday evenin which wil come in July.. So happy kind.. There was a kinda magical sparks last nite which wasn't der 4so long.. Was glad we met dar.. Hehe.. Diner done.. Went 2watch *The eye 2*.. Wah lau.. We were like glue kind.. Keep huggin me.. Not too bad, Shu Qi actin improved.. Overall, it's pretty sad story.. Yawn.. Dar say wanna come, but 1.30pm stil nt here, must b stil slpin.. I go cook smtg 4lunch & wait 4her 2come, den can heat up & eat.. So weird.. I feel so in love again after last nite.. Hehe..

I really wish I could feel more secure.. It's gettin quite outta hand.. Sigh.. Bein in a r/s & bein out of it is the same.. Humanz find tgs 4them 2tink.. But I can't help it.. Wat 2do.. Dun tink abt it now.. Dun tink.. Dun..
Lydia is so cute.. I went 2teach her son 2day & she was late 4 an hour.. She brought her son 4a hair cut, den I gotta knw tt she's got a house mate.. Saw her 4d 1st time & she ask Lydia if she can exchange contact w me.. Miss call me 2X sm more.. Mm.. I dunno.. Like damn funny kind.. LOL.. Sigh.. My heart stil feel so heavy.. Beta go watch sm TV & fuck off PROBLEMZ..

Was sick day.. Call Tri & she juz dump me a *I'm playin mahjong, call u 2nite*.. Sigh.. Always playin mahjong.. Hate it.. Going Sentosa 2mrw w sis & Tri's family.. Sigh.. Sore throat, dun feel like bein in the sun but my sis & Tri seems v.enthu abt it..

Anggie handed me 1K askin me 2go learn driving.. But I turn it down.. It's not a problem abt dignity u knw? Its juz tt, it's not rite.. I will learn drivin at mth end.. It's smtg I wanna do 4myself.. But really.. Thx.. I really really really appreciate it ah & hope we'll always b frenz k... Alwayzzz.. *grinz*

Went 2Joyce place cos it's my godson Tristan birthday.. The one in Joyce tummy is confirm gal liao.. Guess wat? Her hubby wanna name her Trina??!!! How am I ever gonna get tt name outta my mouth.. Wah lau.. I kenna shock kind.. LOL.. After that, went home ard 10.30pm 2celebrate my dad's bday.. So funny.. Rush like mad.. Sigh.. Ard 12+, my sis drove my dad's car w Est, Sam & me 2Happy Daze lor.. Our fav hangout..

We went Geylang 4supper.. Was fun, like 2drive ard 4a spin.. But 2day was scary kind.. Cos I almost died if my sis or the other car's driver had brake 1sec slower.. Wah lau.. He was juz beside me.. My gosh.. Imagine the shck & the impact man!! The guy almost flew 4ward.. And he was juz 3cm away frm me, side by side.. Lucky he pull his steerin wheel abit, if not.. Sigh.. I was lucky thou.. Haha.. Gonna slp soon.. Need 2teach all day den mayb meet dar 4a show in the evenin.. She's been complainin tt I dun1 2accompany her wen she's always playin mahjong..

I was suppose 2go *Why Not* last nite but I fell sick.. Sian.. Havent felt so sick 4long time.. Yet 2day, I went 2meet Shelley cos she's going back 2China 2mrw.. I hope she'll come back.. Sigh.. Feels weird tt she's leavin.. She's always d one I consider a *true fren*.. And 2ndly, I wish 2c Syl.. It's been 3mths since we last met.. I missed her.. I thot she hated me & wont wanna c me 4d rest of my life..

Met Shelley outside KFC's bus stop ard 2.05pm.. While I was on d MRT, Syl msg ask me wat time meetin.. Still s blur s ever.. Muah haha.. She say nv receive my msg tt I told her meet her at 2pm.. Went 2check my *Sent Box*, have leh.. Msg must have dropped in2 d sea.. She came at 3+.. Covered my eyes w her hands frm behind.. I got a shock kind.. But I sniffed & recognised her ciggi smell on her hands immediately.. LOL.. After tt we sat down 2chat.. Was quite leisure.. Thot will feel strange or she'll ignore me.. Hehe.. I hope we'll get 2meet again.. Miss playin pool w her.. *grinz* Hope she doesn't hafta go 4op aft takin d medicine.. Really pray hard sia.. *Deep sigh*

At 1st, me & Dar wasnt suppose 2meet.. Wanted 2go down Suntec.. Den suddenly she called & say wanna pick me.. I was like.. Mm.. Why she wanna pick me? Wen I was on d car, I ask her, she said 2send me hm.. I was like.. Wow.. Wat happen 2u.. Anyway, it was sweet.. Sigh.. And I'm always quarrelin w her.. Shld cut down on meat stuff so tt I'll nt b so hot tempered.. Was pushin myself 2go Suntec, but my body simply gave way, my whole head was spinning & felt feverish.. SO no choice she send me 2compass point buy sm food ard 6+ den come my place watch d *Wo Ai Wo Jia* which I recorded 4her.. Den she left @7.30pm 2meet her dad 4diner..

I was trap in Lydia's toilet tt day.. Muah haha.. I'm teachin her son sia.. Den I had 2call 4Shaun 2gimme a screw driver, but he dun have.. Den he pass me a knife.. I was pounderin in d toilet 4a while tinkin wat 2do w it.. Den I used it s a screw driver & unscrew d door knob.. Muah haha.. So comical can..

Last nite, Dar ask me if I dun love her anymore.. Sigh.. Makes me tink back abt the past.. At 1point of time in Dec, I was rather determine 2give up on the r/s.. But a compass point shoppin changed everytg.. I decided 2try again.. I kept tinkin of the show *Slidding door*.. If d other door din lock up @tt time, wat would have happened if I went 2tt door?
Destiny is full of mystery.. Wen I thot I'm going d other way, I made a U-turn.. Doesn't matter anymore.. I alr took my path, so I shld continue walkin on..

Dar & me went out 2celebrate our 1000 days anniversary.. Juz an excuse 4us 2spend time 2gether.. LOL.. We hasn't been spending time w each other 4a while.. No wonder she ask such a question.. LOL.. We watched a movie at 4.30pm - *Big Fish*.. So so only.. Den went 2eat at *Phin's steakhouse* in Bugis.. End up the menu was wat we had in Perth's T & T, our fav steak house.. They've the steak stuffed w oysters inbetween.. But a pity.. They ran outta stocks 4oysters.. So we juz had a tenderloin.. But we'll go back & try it.. Had my escargots thou.. *slurp*.. After tt, we watched *Dirty dancing 2*.. Not a bad show thou.. I wanna watch *Cold mountain*.. Maybe catch it alone 2mrw b4 Madmonk or Sat lor.. Dar's like so busy during wkend.. Sian sia..