Thx for bein so nice to me bb.. I'll cheer up.. I was cryin to myself today, such a huge blow to me.. I hope tis feelin go away soon.. ^_^ I'll try.. I dun wanna be under medication again.. Never........ Shall go enjoy my show tomorrow..

Such a bad wk I haf.. FUCK them for causin this.. I tried my best alr..

Baby.. I collasped.. I cant take it.. I guess it pre-menstral syndrome.. I feel so so so depress.. Wish u were here.. I feel so alone.. U knw mah? I can feel how Jackie feel frm deep within, it's like I'm de one kind.. I wanted to sms him & apologise but I dun dare.. Sigh..

Baby.. I appreciate for all tt u've done.. I'll always rem tt u din left me when I was so poor, u nv went off with sm1 else.. Knowin tt u dun haf enough $$ for yrself, u stil gave me yr hard earn $$.. U even encourage me & u've been toleratin my bad temper I knw.. U din even flare up when I do tgs tt doesn't pleased u at all.. Thx baby..

I feel extremely upset tonite.. Not cos I lost $$ last nite.. I juz so wanna say "I'm sorry, Jackie", but who am I to say tt? Jackie had doted on her so much & I really dunno why this is happenin.. Who am I to say anytg anyway.. This is de so call "Shang Liang Bu Zheng, Xia Liang Wai".. I can't scold her for I am not a gd example myself.. I felt bad.. So bad I wanna cry.. Der was tears in my eyes when she told me abt it but I shall nt write it out cos it's personal.. Even now writtin tis makes me so sad.. I'm rotten, tt's why my sis is like me.. Sucks..

I SUCKS........

Friday nite was freakin fun.. I rushed to cut my hair in de noon after my last tuition.. Wanted to look neat.. Haha.. Den I end up freakin early cos my fren was late frm work.. Waited at borders b4 she arrived at 8pm.. We headed for Dempsey road, a place where it's packed with pple.. Pretty classy & de place is romantic, like each group of pple in one cubicle but is's surrounded by bamboo? LOL.. Dunno how to describe.. De place is super dark cos with only candle light.. Place is cool & I like it.. After that we went to a dunno wat KTV pub in Chinatown & drank to our hearts content.. She opened a bottle of vodka for me to drink sm more.. Wasn't too drunk juz high.. ^_^

Went PanPac today, de bamboo clam today is a little overcook, but steak is stil v nice.. We juz sat der to chat & chat & chat until 10plus.. Service was so good, de guy even specially cook a tray of bamboo clam for our table.. It's been so long since I last sat down & chat with Ju.. I may haf complains at times but I love my sisters frm de bottom of my heart..

It'll be a gd day today, schdule is so pack, hopefully I get to play my basketball today or tomorrow man..

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Smtg tt I had nt said but I felt it.. Thx for bein super patience with me throughout de past wk.. I knw I've been v mean.. Takin u like a maid, askin u 2drive me here & der, buyin me food, kp quiet wen I'm on e com, but u've nv given me any complaints.. Anytg I wan, immediately it comes right to my face.. When I'm moody, u kp quiet & nv even flare.. I woke up this evenin & I felt sad, I'll miss u when ur away u knw? Wat will happen when I fall sick or my nails are too long or when I wan food & too lazy to reach for it.. Nobody had ever pampered me like u did.. U asked me if I felt like a king, honestly, I do!!! Haha.. U've done so much & u make me feel safe.. Yet I din even haf time to go out w u & u've to squeeze into tt sofa of mine, smtimes even de floor.. I've nv made u feel good or de sense of security.. I'm sorry baby.. I'm sorry..