Baby不在我身边的第十三天

Spain is de Euro champ!! YaY!! 1-0 was good enough.. They help me win at least $300 tis whole Eurocup.. Woo Hoo.. Yday won about $160 includin my overall champion ticket.. Hehe.. Can cash out again 2mrw wen I pass by sg pool.. Weee..

Woke up at 2pm 2day cos ah yi woke me.. I dreamt of huggin bb in my dreams, I refused 2wake up all de way.. Sigh.. Miss my bb so so so so so so so much tis wk.. Wish I could watch her slp or make her breakfast & she cook me diner again.. We were so xin fu 2gether in Adelaide.. I so enjoy myself.. Thou her bites was gettin more & more painful by de day, but I had no complaint cos I knw I'd miss her bites once she leaves.. True enough, I look at my arms frm time to time wishin tt I could see de bruises left by my bb.. I can juz be in a daze for minutes missin her.. Nvm lah.. We stil haf our HK trip, if not Gentin also can.. Hehe.. >.<

Baby不在我身边的第十二天

My headache is so bad 2day.. As much as I guess, menses is finally here.. Gosh.. Feel damn terrible all day but I was determine 2finish my tuition & even gave Bernice extra lesson.. After everytg was over, I felt pretty satisfied.. But Bernard called me 1hr plus ago & ask hmwork until nw.. Damn.. Got kinda angry cos he always so last min.. 2nite is Spain vs Germany, I'm v supportive 2wards Spain & I hope they get de champion..

Kept missin my bb all day, my heart was twitchin.. Juz miss u so much & I wish I'm der in Hamilton or u're in sg.. Bb called at 9plus but I couldn't pick cos of Bernard.. Called back at 10plus but nv pick.. Mayb slp liao ba? Sniff.. Hao Xiang Ni Bao Bei.. Zhen de hao xiang hao xiang..

Baby不在我身边的第十一天

I miss my baby sooooo much 2day.. Bb is in a bad mood tis days.. My tummy is in pain for 3days alr, so my brain can't function 2well 2cheer bb up.. No work 2day & feel so lazy.. 2mrw will be a long day.. But it's ok.. I love workin.. =) I work for myself, for my bb & for our HK trip.. =) Bb.. I dun care abt wat happen de past few days, I love u de same each day I wakes up..

爱你的心没变，我还是一样疯狂的迷恋你。

Baby不在我身边的第十天

Spain match endin.. En De say no need watch liao.. Haha.. Yeah.. We both won 2day.. I bought

• Spain win ($50) *Major bet*
• Spain to score 1st
• Spain -1.5 ($10)
• Spain to qualify to de final

All clear I won $140 2day, final score Spain win 3-0.. Phew.. Thx 2de -1.5 (3.4x).. It was a gd match, my fav Fabregas got sub in before 1/2time.. Now my pool connect has $515, I deposit $100 in last wk & bought alot of famous team den lost til $60, I decided not 2go against de flow & follow de trend.. 2mrw I will withdraw $410 out as I promise bb 2keep de amount to $100each week.. Thou it's 5days only, I tink de amount is rollin until very big, I should take sm out 1st.. Shall use it 2payoff sm stuff.. Den I'll start workin w tt $100 again.. Bit by bit..

Anyway, I bought 2ticket last wk, Germany & Spain will be de Euro Champ, nw both in final, I can collect $$ for sure.. Germany is I buy wrongly de.. Haha.. Wanted 2buy Holland & Spain.. But it's Tian Yi den I skip Holland.. Hope Spain champ cos I will win 100+, German champ I win $40+.. But whoever it is.. Win is good alr.. =o)

Tis 2days Quarter final odds works in tis way which I'm very familar with, de team tt can clear handicap will rise after de openin market.. Den before closin, it starts 2drop den rise abit & maintain til match starts.. Works both for Turkey & Spain.. Hopefully final is like tt too.. But I will only play $30 cos I alr win de ticket, shall check de movement of odds tis 2days..

~~~~~~Go Spain Go!!!~~~~~~

P/S: Bb.. I love u de same no matter wat happen.. Xiang xing wo.. I'll make it work.. Dun keep losin faith.. Must haf confident.. I'm burnin w confident all over again.. I haven't felt tis much of a fire in me till I met u..

Baby不在我身边的第九天

Bb.. I'm sorry.. I made u so angry last nite.. I'm havin PMS.. Haf faith in me. wen I say I can do it, I can.. Believe in me & I will prove it 2u.. I nv say tgs like tt if I feel I can't.. Juz jia u 4me.. Dun doubt me cos I'll lose tt confident I haf 4myself which I haven't felt 4a long long long time.. Feel like I am on fire nw & I really mean it wen I say I can..

Semi final of Eurocup 2day.. I'm eatin Turkey +1.5with sg pool.. Haha.. Gonna watch de match.. Wanted 2meet En De at prata initially but my back is so painful I cant even stand up.. Jia Liat.. Will I be....? Mm.. Watch de match 1st ba.. I shall slp properly on a bed 2nite.. Bought DVD RW 2burn show 4bb.. Got at least 4shows if Didi side haf de 2HK show.. Aft tuition went 2meet Est & Ju cos Ju make Spects.. She's mad, her glasses cost $560.. I'm only willin 2spend 1/10 on mine.. But den I'm willin 2spend it on tour w my love ones, so balance lah.. Hehe.. 2mrw is a brand new days, 1day lesser 2see my bb.. I'm missin u, I'm so glad lookin at u on webcam tis mornin.. So so so happy..

Baby不在我身边的第八天

I miss my bb.. Miss her so much.. Hope bb & I are in time 2wake up for our webcam meetin later.. I shall go slp abit nw.. Love u bb.. Call ne if u dun see me online.. Muacks..

Baby's sch
Baby's room
Quantas plane lor.. Too bored so snap it..
De very delicious steak burger!!
Bb was complainin tt I zi lian wen I took tis pic -_-"" Anyway, bb bought me de chain (Aus $60), so ex.. She wanted to buy D & G one, I told her all also ugly, 2ex alr, I scared my neck drop..

Baby不在我身边的第七天

Last wk @tis time I was loitterin in Adelaide airport by myself, missin my bb.. I was pacin up & down tryin 2make myself not tink..1of de officer even said aft hours "Oh.. Ur stil here.." Den we started chattin abit.. I've always like Aussies, they'r frenly.. I mayb pretty unlucky @times, but wen it comes 2goin overseas, I'm pretty lucky cos pple I met are always nice 2me.. Like checkin in, b it Sg/Aus, luggage was way overweight by 10kg+ but they let me pass.. Thx so much.. I'm so grateful.. Cos not every1 get it.. An officer even let me put de luggage in their office (2early 2check in) for hours, while I send bb off & walk ard.. Do u get tt privilage?

Been a wk & my love 4bb is growin stronger.. I haven't wanna go out & meet any1.. I juz wanna work.. But den yday my students cancelled my tuition.. My mens comin, I keep slpin all day.. Can't b bothered 2get online, cos bb also not der.. Woke up at 11am, slpt frm 5pm-9pm, den I pulled myself outta bed cos bb ask me 2wake up 2chat w her on de phone.. I gladly did thou my head was so goggy.. Aft I finish tokin 2bb & she fell aslp.. I slpt again frm 10plus-8am.. Crazy.. Haven't slpt so much since I came back.. 2day haf 3students, FeL jia u!! Spain spirit!!!

P/S: I changed my HP no., any1 who wans it, MSN me den I gif u..

P/S 2: Bb.. I love u..

Baby不在我身边的第六天

Was playin MJ at Gavin's place last nite.. Oh my gosh.. Finally I'm winnin Gavin.. LOL.. I one person win 3 sm more.. It's always wen they play so small den I would win.. It's ok ah.. I dun care as long as I win.. I was down to $6 yday.. Broke.. LOL.. Pay is all pourin in next wk.. Lucky 4me, yday I won $60 frm MJ den my balance in pool connect is $170, won $90 frm soccer last nite.. Lucky Spain penalty won.. Haha.. Spain had always screw up at huge match like tt, but I'm de si nao jing one.. I hate curses & I believed in Spain.. They din let me down.. But we were cursin at "GuZa" who was sub in 2replace Torres.. Wonder wat de coach is tinkin.. He mayb rite u knw? Spain had lead all de way with tis young army of players (average of 21yrs old).. They've all de stars & de qualities 2win.. Spain winnin makes me believe strongly tt I can do wat I need 2do too.. I can.. Cos they did get wat they wanna get & broke de curse of 88yrs not bein able 2win Italy.. ^_^

I intend 2eat at Rosyth b4 I go 2work everyday, tt's de only part I can save up & most of all lose weight, den I'll pay everytg & save 4HK by August.. I'm sure of tt.. Tis extra bonus I shall use it 2top up my call card before my pay come in next wk.. Thx Spain.. Thx Fabregas 4de last wonderful penalty kick.. And Man of de match goal keeper Iker Casillas!!! Esther.. Ur so right.. He's de man.. He saved 2penalty frm de Italians.. De refree was so bias last nite, but lucky yr fav Spain won.. They're de only team left tt I support nw.. Weee..

He's de man of de match last nite.. Goalie of Spain & Club Real Mandrid.. He rox.. Save a couple of beautiful goal.. EnDe said 1of his balls dropped wen Italian almost scored.. Casillas was so fast, he blocked it w his right leg & de speed of de ball was DAMN FASTTTTT.. My heart went mad sia.. I tell u, dun watch soccer w me.. I jump, jeer, pull hair & am impatient like all de crazy fans u watch on TV.. But nw, soccer bettin is juz a leisure 4me, even playin $20 per match & winnin, de excitement is still der, why torment ourself bet so big & stress over it? Enjoy de match.. I wasn't like tt b4, I was terrible.. But I'm not escapin anymore.. I see de light, I hope u did too..

P/S: Man are not appealin 2me cos they cant catch my attention 4v long, but I've always tink tt Spainish men haf de most beautiful eyes.. Yah lah.. I'm sure sm1 wil say who can ever catch yr attention 4a long time.. -_-""

Baby不在我身边的第五天

Bb.. As I was listenin to "Da Yue Zai Dong Ji", I was tinkin of u.. Lyrics is so touchin.. Der were tears in my eyes.. U fell aslp while waitin 4me.. LOL.. It's ok.. I'll juz haf 2miss u till u wake up.. Gonna b a super long day 2mrw.. Sian 2de max.. I miss u bao bei.. Hope u slpt well & yr back doesn't hurt anymore.. =( I xin tong..

大约在冬季--齐秦
轻轻的我将离开你 请将眼角的泪拭去
漫漫长夜里 未来日子里 亲爱的你别为我哭泣
前方的路虽然太凄迷 请在笑容里为我祝福
虽然迎著风 虽然下著雨 我在风雨之中念著你

没有你的日子里 我会更加珍惜自己
没有我的岁月里 你要保重你自己
你问我何时归故里 我也轻声地问自己
不是在此时 不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季
不是在此时 不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季

没有你的日子里 我会更加珍惜自己
没有我的岁月里 你要保重你自己
你问我何时归故里 我也轻声地问自己
不是在此时 不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季
不是在此时 不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季
不是在此时 不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季

Baby不在我身边的第四天

Went to watch "Get smart" with Didi, Steph & her fren yday.. I was so tired I fell aslp on de last 10min.. Pretty funny de show, but it's lame lah.. Like James bond stupid version.. Had a gd laugh thou.. Wish I was holdin bb's hand & lookin at her instead.. LOL.. But.. all is cool.. I'm seein her in 178days time.. Been slpin at 1am den wake up at 8am tis days.. Healthy lifestyle ba.. Haha.. Been at Didi place for 3days 2nite alr..

Later I've tuition at 3pm-7pm den go back popo place 2celebrate her bday.. But need 2help Esther check in her hotel 1st.. My weight is dropppin bit by bit everyday.. Last nite I weigh was 81.2kg.. Almost 2kg since I came back a few days ago.. Hopefully later would be 80.8 or smtg.. LOL.. But I must start doin gym.. Last nite was cravin 4coke but Didi pulled me back.. Den I saw green tea on offer, so might as well save up tat 80cents.. LOL.. So auntie.. -_-"" But I would rather save on myself & go 4de trips.. Only 4tgs is important 2me nw.. My bb, family, save $, weight lost.. Miss my bb & flashback of Adelaide keep comin back.. Miss my steak der & bb's Taiwan frens, I seriously miss them.. A couple of them are so funny.. Miss de streets where I held bb's hands & kiss her wherever & whenever.. Miss my bb de mostttttttttt.......

Baby不在我身边的第三天

~Ooooh baby, I'm.. missin u..~ Hehe.. De song.. Feel very happy 2day.. Very very happy.. Cos I knw my bb is missin me.. But my heart was twitchin wen bb cry.. =( Bb.. It's juz 179days, it'll pass v fast de.. Den u can come back alr.. Dun tink abt it & count de minutes with me.. 2mrw wen de sunrises again, it's 1day or 3600min or 86,400secs lesser.. See.. So fast.. Even as u read tis, time is runnin, duno hw many thousand of sec pass alr.. So.. *gimme a smile* tis v sec & we'r 1sec lesser 2see each other again.. >.<>

P/S: I must be v enthu abt work, cos each lesson is apart of our airtickets & hotel.. Haha.. Crazy tinkin but it'll work.. Least chase my lazy bug away.. >.<>

Baby不在我身边的第二天

Juz came back from a BeeHoon session w Bb's hottie (Didi).. Haha.. Was hungry at 1am but I heed Stephie's advise not 2eat after 8pm, can haf multiple meal a day (which I knw) but not in big portion.. She juz taught me how 2make Salad as well.. Every1 can't wait 2see u esp EmerLyn, Amelia & Didi.. All askin me 2brin u 4de X'mas party.. We stil nt sure wat theme, Steph wan bikini (FOR REAL) but we can't take it lah.. -_-"" Even if I do drop to 65kg also got fats!!! Mm.. I decided tt I can only haf 1bbt & 1coke a wk, de rest at most is green tea, no lemon tea, no drinks tt are too sweet..

Not slpin well tis 2days, kept missin my bb.. Missin her so much.. Lookin at our pics every other time I haf my hands on my HP or lappy.. We're so far but my heart is w u Bao Bei.. 181 days left.. Not too long.. We'll work hard 2gether.. Juz rem wat's de "do-s & dun-s" k.. ^_^ Ai ni.. >.<

Yuki, Bb, Keffi in a chinese restaurant.. I bought bb top, so hot I feel like kissin her wenever I turn 2look @her.. Haha..

Smoothie shop where they dress up as superheros..
Bb & Me.. I look damn fat in it but bb like it.. She's gorgeous isn't it? =)
Yuki, Me Keffi in House of Chow? Can't believe I like de pekin duck.. Cos rem? I dun eat duck at all cos they stink.. Tis one is damn gd!!

Yuki & Me in her house.. I feel tt she's de nicest person overall..
Me & fish tank.. Anyway, bb bought tis top 4me..
Hotel behind me..
Nice buildin structure..

Baby不在我身边的第一天

I'm back in Sg.. I miss my bb who's soundly aslp.. My flight was delayed, was suppose 2fly off at 12.30pm but left at 2pm instead.. BB sms Ju tat she was worried cos I haven't call.. *blush* I feel so xin fu.. She gotta wake up early 2work.. Her intership begins.. I heard abt de pay & I agree tat she shld work outside Singapore.. Intern are only paid like $500+ a mth.. Least she get 3-4times more in Hamilton.. Sigh..

I feel ok ba so far, cos Didi & Am is with me.. Bb wrote in her blog tat she missed her baby.. I feel so happy.. Had alot of fishes tis trip like I said.. Bb ah, de tuna u made is soooo gd.. But I abit scared scared but 4a fish hater 2say nice, it means really good.. ^_^ Had duck meat 2times in a row which I dun eat at all.. Den.. Had smtg which I had always wanted 2try but haven't pluck up de courage till bb order it.. It's C-R-O-C-O-D-I-L-E meat!!!!!! My hair stood on ends as I eat.. U knw lah, I'm a very adventurous person wen it comes 2food.. Try lor.. It's so good lah.. I'll eat it again if I get de chance.. SERIOUS..

Can't slp, I go X box with Didi le.. Bb.. Hope u slpt well.. I gave u a flyin kiss.. Did u catch it in yr dreams? I love u.. >.<>

I’m sittin at Hungry Jacks alone now.. Bb & Yuki had left.. Bb at 6am & Yuki at 8am.. Juz did a layout plan for de 2nd ½ of de year.. Cos I hope Bb & I can go 2HK 2gether.. Everything is put onto one page, air ticket, hotels, my insurance, HP & Internet bill, de amount I owe pple (a total of $2k?).. If des no accident, I can haf 4k+ 2HK 4Bb 2do shoppin, but I haf 2always round down cos accident happens to me all de time especially tis year.. Money comes, money goes.. But de best tg tat happened was bb comin into my life.. But I’m gonna make it work, mayb put my $ with Ju den would be safer.. Haha..

De Aussie custom was nice to me but not Yuki.. My story was my baggage was overweight by 10kg, but de gal waived it all off for me.. Yuki had to pay $100-$200 4excess baggage which was de same weight as mine.. I was too early & de officer even gave me a special privilege of putting my luggage in their main office which really roxs lah.. He was like “We dun do tat 4pple, but we’ll let u put it with us.” I was so grateful.. Walked baby 2her gate, she started askin 2take care of myself, be guai, dun run away with my “hua”.. It was den tt I finally couldn’t hold back my tears.. My heart was in my throat since yday cos I had so little time left.. We kissed & bb said “I love u” 3times.. Each time it made my heart feel so painful.. I wish I din haf 2let go of her hand.. She kissed my hand twice & before she disappeared in2 de gate, I read her lips, she said “I love u” again.. I replied “I love u too”.. But Bb will b back 4X’mas.. All I hope is we can stood de test of time..

Though Yuki is EXTREMELYworried about Bb’s “ding li”, I told Yuki let nature takes it course.. If sm1 else can make bb happier den me, I’ll let go, but in de meantime, I’ll haf faith & do all I can 2keep it goin.. I told Yuki if Bb din change de person in her life which is me (Haha..), I’ll probably be in Adelaide again next March.. She was like, “Hao ah!! Xi wang ta bu yao huan le, na jiu ke yi kan dao ni”.. Sorta happy, cos I was accepted by bb’s fren.. I missed bb, she shld haf touched down & goin 4her 2nd plane alr.. Wonder if she read my letter which I secretly wrote in her com.. Hehe..

P/S: Bb.. I'm touchin de pendent u gave me.. I'm lookin at our neoprints.. I've all de flashbacks wen I was der.. I'm missin u terribly with all de energy I haf in me.. I wish u were here 2bite me.. I wish u were here in my arms.. I wish u were here 2kiss me.. I wish u were here 2hold my hands.. I wish u were here 2wipe my tears away......

It's been so long since I last haf an aim in life.. I woke up 2day & I haf 2directions in my head.. No matter wat we'll be like in Dec, I'm so glad I haf u in my life nw & I'll wait.. I'm so happy u told me even if yr ex is gg up to Hamilton 2look 4u, u wont turn back.. I've so much insecurities in me but I love u & I really hope we'll work out well.. I havent felt tis way 4de longest time.. U always ask why I'm lookin at u, I'm juz capturin watever I can w de limited amount of memory space I haf.. To keep them.. Take "them" out while u aint by my side & haf a silly smile as I walk my way 2tuition.. I'm goin back to work hard, clear wat I haf to clear & start savin 4our HK trip whether it'll come true or not.. Cos as long as we haf de $, we can do wat we wan.. We can go elsewhere next time, mayb Europe..

It was a fun day.. Woke up at 1am & bb at 4am.. we haf 2days left.. Honestly, I'm very very sad inside.. I juz hope wen it's time 2part, I wont shed 2much tears.. It had been a really good 26days.. Filled w so much fun.. Other den shedin tears, need 2go back shed sm FATS.. Least 10kg before my bao bei come back 2sg in Dec.. I'm so hopin we can go HK for New Year countdown.. Would be so fun, but we shall see k.. Least I spent 26days w u here, so I can understad tt u would wanna spend time w yr family too..

We went to Chinatown at ard 12pm, den ate lunch.. I tell u.. Their Taiwanese restaurant de beef rice, wah.. Is even more "to die for" den pancake house one in de city.. Bb paid 4my clothes & SB.. I bought bb a top too.. I tink she's soooo hot in it lah.. My nose always bled.. Gorgeous is too simple a word 2describe it thou I wasn't showin much expressions.. 2mrw we wearin Qing Lu Zhuang out 2meet Yuki, Keffi, Sally & frens.. Haha.. I alr met Prisila, her sis, her sis bf, alot of pple.. One of de boy was so adorable lah.. He said I was de coolest gal he ever seen.. Bb bluff him sayin tt I'm a man.. WITH BIG BOOBS.. He believed at 1st & apologized -_-""" RETARDED lah.. Den bb started 2laugh.. But he said I was coolest.. Mayb he's drunk & vision is blurred but he made my day.. Been a long time since I hear tt.. LOL.. And pple who bet on my age so far? Mm.. All lost.. LOL.. Nico tinks I'm 22, WaiWai tinks 20, some 24, Priscila sis tink 21+, Yuki also said I dun look 30.. I JUZ LOVE THOSE ASTONISH EXPRESSIONS ON THEIR FACES.. Wat can u do abt it? HoHoHo.. I got along well with them 2day, not very like me eh? Yeah.. But I did.. And 2mrw is another round of exhibition day of myself, meetin bb Taiwanese group of frens.. Keffi said she hasnt seen me.. I wish I haf fun frens like them lah..

Bb fell aslp alr.. She's so tired.. LOL.. She said I was agressive in "xxx" 2day & I'm hot.. Haha.. So cute lah.. I guess de beer made me kinda crazy.. But.. It's bb tt was drivin me nuts.. Bb ah.. Honestly, ur always hot in "xxx" too.. If not, I wouldn't be so "xxx".. So many Xssss 2day, but juz incase sm underage pple reads lah.. Haha.. In "xxx" must haf different surprises wat.. If not, hw 2keep it goin? Agree? Always de same will be bored too yeah? I was too conventional previously, tis time I juz wan bb 2feel gd as far as possible.. But I really like de passion in bb, we kisses whenever we feel like it, we hold hands, I gif her a kiss on de head & bb likes 2kiss my hand as we walk, I'd sniff her hair.. All on de streets.. Oh baby.. I love u.. L-o-v-e u..

P/S: From 17th June, it'll be 186days before I see my baby again.. Sniff.. Bb ah.. I'll try w all tat I haf, but dun doubt me alrite? I promise u notg will change esp my love.. Mayb u dun believe in eternity, but I believe I'll love u for a long time to come.. A long long time.. Ai ni yi wan nian.. >.<

I tink tis buildin looks great.. But bb say tis place is racist..
Streets
Bus
It's only 4.30pm but it looks like 7pm in Singapore.. Cos it's winter..
Railway station is CASINO
5pm?! Like 8pm in Singapore can..
Nice deco..
Statue
Yuki kitchen.. Haha.. Bb was discussin her project w Yuki, I was playin w de cam..
A little surprise 4my Bao Bei..
Bb was soooo happy..
Me & ... Duno wat was I suppose 2take..
Wat is tis? Couple ring..
Bao Bei's diamond + white gold ring..
My 1st diamond ring & it's a gift from my Bb.. >.<

Sent Bao Bei 2sch, she's got exam wor.. My back hurt like mad tis few days, dunno why also.. No Internet connection tis 2days, but.. Surprisingly, I'm cool abt it.. I haven't watch any TV since I came.. So not me rite? But.. My bb is enough 4me 2watch alr ah.. I've 2go back home soon.. Bb hugged me tt day & tell me she's gonna miss me so much.. I was so close 2tear.. But I held back.. Cos bb ah.. We'll see each other again in Dec & I wan u 2come join me 4X'mas cos it's v important day 4me.. And.. My cousins cant wait 2see u esp Em & Am, sound like M & M.. LOL.. I'll try my very best 2maintain tis & make it even better if I can.. I may not haf a glamorous, but juz let time prove 2u tt I'll make u feel less insecure.. I juz hope things work out by de time u graduate.. I still look 4ward 2our HK trip tis Jan.. Love u Bao Bei.. I go check my mail & pick u frm sch at 11.30am, but before tt I shall buy lunch so tt u dun haf 2cook aft such a tirin nite.. ^_^ Poor tg.. =(

Bb & me took a series of photos.. We esp like those in reds.. Juz so qiao we were both wearin de same color.. Hehe.. In de past, I would nv take pics tt make me look retarded.. But I feel so comfory w bb.. But my blur sotong attitude always make bb angry lah.. Bb.. Dui bu qi.. Wo Ai Ni..

Thot of bein a filiah daughter 2day & call my mum.. She sounded so happy which makes me feel really warm.. She has always nag I knw.. But Tri (last time) & Bb says mummy loves me most actually.. Cos I stay w them & tgs she does 4me shows she really loves me alot.. She'd pour me water & pull me outta bed at 9am every mornin without fail, cos it's healthy.. She'd cook 4me on days wen she's less tired.. I knw tt deep down & I love her too.. Juz tt wen she starts naggin.. It's hell lah.. U knw..

I gave my bb a ring 2day.. Placed it right in de middle of de heart shape which I formed w candles tt I bought over from Singapore.. I had everything planned out since day 1.. Haha.. Only need de right time & right day..

It's de 6th 2day.. My fav number smmore 06/06/08, devil's number but it means luck.. Juz a v special date tt I love & hard 2come by.. Only once in my lifetime.. Bao Bei said in her blog, 6th of every mth is a day she'll always rem too, cos on de 6th I'd always do smtg tt surprise her.. I choose de 6th 2send surprises wen I haf my own meanin 2de day.. Always surprise den it wont be nice anymore..

I'm glad u like de ring.. I choose it after so many options.. Din feel tt shoppin is a chore 2day ^_^ And I so wanna ask de question but.. Mm.. I hope ur happy, cos yr eyes tell me u are.. My heart twitched but I stopped myself frm askin.. De happy look in yr eyes.. That is enough alr.. That is enough.. I dun wanna spoil anytg.. I juz hope I manage 2make yr tiredness go away cos ur happy.. And..... I love u.. Love u so so so much bb.. Love u.. >.< I'll nv haf enough of sayin I love u.. ^_^

P/S: Sam Siew Mai.. U laughed at me last nite rite, u die wen I go back.. O.S is smtg new lah, but I've learnt & I've NEVER felt so comfortable about it.. Haha.. I love my bb lah.. In everyway, not juz "tt way" >.< Cos she's so nice 2me, make me feel so loved.. Even watchin her slp is a blessin..

喜欢。

宝贝甜甜的笑容，把我的心给溶化了。

安全感。
宝贝沉睡的时候，让我好想溶入她的怀里。

疼惜。
宝贝发脾气时，不管她怎么把我推开，我只想去抱着她，让她好过点。

爱。
宝贝哭泣时，我只想把所有的爱都带给她。只要你快乐，要我牺牲什么，我都愿意。

我喜欢宝贝身上的气味，像一股极大的磁铁把我给吸引。
我喜欢宝贝的腼腆的笑，像炎热的夏天找到雪地的感觉。
我喜欢宝贝温柔的吻，让我一直沉醉在甜甜的爱情里面。
我喜欢宝贝总是依偎在我的怀里，让我要尽全力保护她。
我喜欢宝贝所有的一切，好的，不好的...
因为那就是我的宝贝... 我全心全意爱着的... 唯一的... 宝贝。

Bb discover tis cam on my video, I din even knw de functions, we had a really gd laugh.. Juz walk bb 2sch.. She din slp all nite again.. Rushin project.. Bb say she brin me go eat de "to die for" steak 2nite, spend time w me.. She dun eat beef but she dun stop me from eatin.. =) So happy tt bb say I love u a couple of times last nite, make me feel so loved & lovin.. Gonna slp a while den see if I can wake up 2meet bb 4lunch in sch.. I'm missin u bao bei.. Missin u terrbily..

P/S: Actually, I do wonder at times, wat do I haf 4pple 2fall 4an asshole like me.. I haf notg.. Really notg.. Anyone care 2tell me wat u like abt me?