Went to casino while bb went to haf diner with her ex.. I forgot I only bought $100 w me.. LOL.. Den I lost it.. So, I went out 2lean on a railin outside de casino while I sms bb.. 2caucasians women walked past den 1of them stopped beside me & she started talkin pretty loudly which shocked me abit.. "She's textin, ur textin.. Wat's wrong w u pple?? I shall juz stand here & wait 4u both to finish textin.." Den she started askin where I was from, studyin here or wat.. Who am I textin.. I replied "my gf".. Den she went "Ohh.. Haf a nice evenin".. She smiled & left.. After tt, I took a walk ard de city.. Was freezin cold tt nite.. I sat on de streets on de bench lettin de cold wind blow on my face, felt like I was back in Perth.. Der was a mixture of feelins, I refused 2let my tears fall no matter wat.. I felt like I was standin on a cross junction once again...........
Den bb came 2meet me at de casino & we went 4diner, felt like I havent seen her 4a long time.. I actually missed her so much durin those few hours wen she wasnt ard.. I knew I wasnt at a cross junction anymore.. She said she told her ex tt she's seein sm1.. I felt kinda happy.. Felt tt I exist in her life.. LOL..
Bb & I went to take some really nice neoprints.. I like de one tt bb look like a hamster, she like one tt she design & call it "shit".. LOL.. So happy.. Was intendin to go out & club, but de forgetful me forgot 2brin ID lah.. Feel so stupid lor.. Sigh.. Make my bb angry.. sniff.. Bb change de way I wear my blouse thou.. Mm.. Pretty nice.. Hehe.. Came back den bb played audition, I was so tired I dozed off & slpt 4god knws how many hours..
I rem bb crawl up to bed aft her long nite of audition & she was freezin lah.. Silly gal told me I was sound aslp so she din wana snatch my blanket.. Ohh.. So ke ai & xin tong lah.. Hugged her so tight.. I wish I nv haf 2let go.. Never ever.. U ask me not 2fly away w my "flowers", ask me 2only love u & only u.. *blush* I feel so happy hearin tt.. U've no idea.. I wanted 2tear, cos all tis while, u havent said anytg, I dun really knw wat u'r tinkin.. But.. I hope 1day we'd really b 2gether.. Would tt day ever come? I sure hope so.. ^_^
I bao wan tan w bb juz nw & she cooked lunch 4me.. =) Am so delighted.. I ate all my rice.. As long as is bb cook de, all is nice.. Hehe.. We were rollin in bed de whole day wen bb is suppose 2do project.. Sigh.. Tink I shld keep abit of distant from her.. I feel like a magnet, she's de North pole & I'm de South pole.. Bb suddenly say smtg juz nw, askin if we shld "jiao wang".. Sigh.. Dun really understand why u would suddenly say it.. I duno wat 2say at tt instant.. Wat I do knw is..













