Finally fulfil my promise to Mary met her 2day.. We went bugis for diner den chat for like 2hrs.. Mm.. Schools gonna reopen.. Wonder when I'll see tis dear fren of mine again.. We were sayin we both felt for de 1st time tt tis current one has a different feelins compare to our past exs.. Pretty xin fu for now.. Haha.. We're 2pretty happy person.. 1more day & I'll be off to Gentin w baby for countdown.. Our 1st one 2gether & de trip to gentin 2wks ago bought us closer.. Feel so flooded in love.. >.<

*PS: Promise bb to sing KTV w her in Gentin.. Phoff.. So nervous.. Scared I sound horrible.. 1st time singin w her wor..

Baby's dad went nuts yday nite & screamed at her bro.. Yes.. Scream.. Stupid man.. Really dun like him.. My baby cried.. So heartache.. Like it's burnin my heart like tt.. =o::::(
2day her dad went crazy & scolded her too.. 1st time I felt my mum is such a nice old lady.. She cried & ask bb dun cry when she saw her tearin at a corner.. I was so touched to tears.. Mummy even told her to stay der & call home once in a while to check if bb mum is ok..
My mum.. Sigh.. I love her but I dunno how to express myself at times.. Bb say I'm not an expressive person.. I knw ah.. But certain tgs dun haf to show it..
Like bb was mad at me for not offerin to let her stay.. But she dinno I "tou tou" go to de kitchen & explain 2mummy bb's situation & to let her stay for de time bein.. Mum agreed instantly!! >.<
Bb.. I love u.. I'm tryin to put in my 100%.. And no matter wat.. I'm by yr side now.. Forever mah? I dunno.. As long as we love each other..
I love u very much now.. U can feel it & I'm so glad u like my x'mas pressie.. Muackz..

Baby made these for me.. So cool.. She rox.. I rox.. We both rox..


Now I knw why she was so stress liao.. bearbear, star, vase is made of newpapers, others include bulbs, ice cream sticks.. etc.. So touch.. I love u baby.. It's a different feelin for X'mas tis year.. Muackz.. >.< Why did I put tis? Dunno.. I tink I look quite cute in tis.. Haha.. I zi lian?! U bet I am.. Hehe..

Baby made smtg for me for X'mas.. Hehe.. That's de spirit of X'mas.. Bb is a little moody cos de tg din work out well, she gotta redo.. But I'm touched.. It's smtg $$ cant buy in tis world & it's de one & only one that exist in de whole universe.. Love my baby.. Cant wait to go gentin again this thursday.. >.<

I'm havin a sore throat!! Aggghh.. But.. I'm goin back to gentin for countdown w dear dear.. Cant wait man.. And.. Mummy is super duper fine w it.. LOL.. >.<

Back frm gentin w baby.. Hehe.. Was such a nice trip thou I made bb angry once or twice.. Won a little at casino & we're tinkin of goin back der for de countdown.. Bb took de space shot w me.. Plunge frm a height of ard 25 storey.. Even I was a little scared.. But bb took it w me even thou she HATES takin tis kinda ride.. She nv fail to make me happy.. Bb.. I love u v v v v v v much, u knw mah? Cant wait for X'mas.. My aunt invite bb to come celebrate it w us..

Sch's gonna reopen soon.. Gotta get busy & start savin for our Europe trip nxt year 2gether.. Dun work too hard bb.. U must get yr destinction again for tis sem, I'll try to save as much as possible.. Muackz.. Loveeeeee ya.. cant wait to celebrate our 1st X'mas soon.. >.<

EvErYdAy I LoVe U mOrE & mOrE
LiStEn To My HeArT, cAn U HeAr It sInG?
TeLLiNg Me To GiF U EvErYtHiNg..
SeAsOnS MaY cHaNgE, wInTeR tO SpRiNg..
BuT I'LL LoVe U UnTiL dE EnD oF TiMe..

I'm gonna leave for gentin now.. So excited.. Havent been der for so long.. >.<

Felt extremely in love past few days.. So in love that bein aslp is sad.. Cos I cant see my bb..
Sigh.. Gd things dun last?? Is it true? Constantly ask myself.. 1/2 de passion juz died.. Wrong on my part I knw v well.. But de threat made my heart sank to rock bottom.. Caused my brain 2b in a mess again.. Nvm abt it.. Will come to terms w it soon & not touch de site for a wk, if not.. Watever.. Goin back to my X'mas gift.. Feel like cryin & thrashin de walls.. Ha.. Nitez pple..

Went Zouk yday.. 1/2way through de show, I thot I saw Ling walk past but told myself it cant be.. Bump into Shelley, den she told me she saw ling!! Wat de hell.. was searchin for her all nite.. Den when I was walkin to de staircase, I thot I saw her back view.. Followed her to de door & der she is.. Looks like she like dear dear.. Was such a sweet feelin at de club.. I love my bb!!!! Love u!!!

I neglected dear dear feelins again.. Once thot that love is juz as long as I love u & u love me that's it.. But things ain't like that.. Sigh.. I'm so sorry baby.. And I've planned to haf a great christmas this year.. All had been planned properly & now juz waitin for it to fall into place..
Mm.. Bought a ring I really like yday.. Went out w Est, Ju & bb.. Yawn.. Beta get back to my stuff.. Stil look like a pile of work for me.. Like nv gonna end kinda tg.. LOL.. but I'm enjoyin it & definately.. definately puttin my heart in when I do each & every1 of it.. I love u baby.. So sorry.. >.<